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Monday, September 19th, 2005
12:01 am	Run Forrest Run Ok so I'm writting this about six hours before I go back to Michigan. I've been down in Ohio since Firday night and its been a killer time! I ran the 5K race on Saturday in under a half hour. Not bad but I shoulda done better. Sunday was all bout football and B Dubs so I was totally stooked for that. I'm just sad cuz I dont get to see my fam down here all that much and I'd like to see em more. But I need to go home and see some people who I miss and get back to reality. Also I need to think about a lot of things when I get home and that will answer a lot of questions I have running through my head right now. Well I'm going to bed so I atleast get a few hours of sleep before my long and eventful day. PEACE! Current Mood: nervous Current Music: Papa Roach - Scars (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
4:16 pm	Leavin On A Jet Plane Well, its my last week at McDonalds so now I'll be detailin cars again for some kick ass money! I'll make so much money I wont know what to do with it. GREAT! I'll be able to pay for school in no time. I might even have enough money for Western or Valley or somewhere good next year. Idk, I'd like to stay here so I can keep workin there and get the money, but I dont wanna degree from like Macomb or OCC. I want like Wayne State with football or Oakland with baseball or somethin good. Plus there is someone I dont wanna leave behind. I've spent the whole week tryin not to think bout her but after hearin her voice today, it all came back to me. I tried to get away from her so see how I would feel, and I felt great. But once I heard that voice, I came right back to where I started. Its like she knows how to play it out, and I know shes playin games cuz I've heard how she talks to people bout me sayin she likes me but then she doesnt then she does. Make up my mind so I know what the hell is goin on. She tells me that we are cool but she likes it the way it is. I do too, but I want it all! I swear it kills cuz I gotta hear everythin from other people and I just dont understand why she doesnt wanna talk to me bout things. W/e if thats the way she wants things then I can do that too. I cant keep doin this to myself. I just need to find someone that is good for me and settle down. I cant keep playin these games anymore. So laides, if you think you can handle a guy like me, you know my number. Yeah right! Like anyone is gonna call. That'll be the day. Aynwho I'm hittin the shower so leave me a comment or some sh-tuff like that. PEACE! Current Mood: drained Current Music: Marques Houston - Tempted (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
1:54 am	Boyz of Summer Well summer ended last week so school is back in session. Oh well cuz I'm glad to be back in school and seein old friends again. Just walking around campus is cool and running into people that you havent seen in forever is def weird. Classes are cool and so are the people in them. Killer homework though. Speakin of I should do that. Aw hell it can wait a few hours. I'll be up anyways. I swear there are somethings though I wish I could take back about summer. But I cant so I just have to move on and not let it bother me. Oh thats right, I dont care anymore! Haha You know I sit here and wonder sometimes about why I really do this shit to myself, but then I realize I just do it so I have a way to get my feelings out and I honestly dont care if people read this or not. You can read it and comment about it all you want. Not gonna bother me none. I was watching that Michael Moore movie awhile ago. The one about 9-11 and all that shit and it made me so sad. I miss my brother so much and just seein all that shit on tv like that made me miss him even more. You know, I wouldnt like it if I got a phone call one day sayin that my brother is dead. I dont know what the hell I'd do if I ever got that phone call while he is over in Iraq. Seriously, it pisses me off that he went and did that, but I guess he did what he wanted and I cant stop him from doing that. I usually dont cry bout this type of shit but it seriously gets to me when I hear people talk bout Iraq this and Iraq that. I almost had to leave class today cuz it was makin me sick and all emotional. I just want my brother to come home! I wish she would see something in me. I mean I do so much for her and she doesnt even know it. I broke up with a girl just so I could be with her, but I guess I was wrong. So many people say we look so good together and I agree. Why wont she give me a chance? Seriously sometimes it makes me wonder why I do all those things for her when I know that its goin to get me nowhere. I know shes been through a lot and I understand and try to be there for her.....i just dont understand I guess. Its been so long since I've had someone trully good to me and she is someone that is and I'd like to keep her around. I could say she doesnt mean anythin to me 100 times over and over, but I would be lying to myself when I honeslty know that she means so much to me. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Bow Wow - Let Me Hold You (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
7:10 pm	Naked Well I said I would update this again so here it is kids. Well today was killer cuz I woke up from a long and much needed sleep to see that I had a certain text messege from someone so that was a good way to wake up. Then I took a shower for awhile which felt really good. After all that I hung out with a special someone and we just layed around then we went for a drive fora lil bit. Then she had to go and pick up her lil bro and take him home so now I'm just sittin round til work I guess. It felt so good hangin out today I mean I bitch a lot how I cant find anyone that is good for me and all that shit, but this person just makes me feel so good inside that I just dont wanna let go no matter what. Its been like three or four days since we started to hang out and its just been great and I wouldnt trade it for the world no matter what. I mean even if I had a chance to play football or baseball or anythin again.....wouldnt trade it. its gonna suck though once school starts cuz I'll be so busy everyday with that even though my latest class is from noon til 2. Heaven forbid I have to go to school for 2 or 4 hours a day. Oh man I just remembered that I have another weight training class this semister so you know what that means. RIPPED!! I cant wait to hit the weights again! I need to work out so bad cuz I have a feeling that the first day we lift, we are going to have to max out and its gonna kill. I wont be able to move for a good day or two unless I come home and sit in the ice-tub for awhile. Whatever though I dont care just as long as I get ripped again I'll be happy. Anywho, I'm outta here so I'll ttyl. PEACE! Current Mood: productive Current Music: Marques Houston - Naked (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
5:44 pm	Wake Me Up When Setpember Ends Well, school is right around the corner and I cant wait for it to start. Looks like I got some good classes so hopefully I can continue the success that I have had. Things are starting to pick up on the other side of life. Work isnt so bad now that school is going to be starting and girls.....well lets just say I'm not too worried about that anymore cuz I think I'm finally happy. But like I said, I'm not gettin my hopes up. Well I g2g so I'll update more when I get home from work. PEACE Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Green Day (Comment on this)
Friday, August 5th, 2005
1:11 pm	Been Thinkin Bout the Future Well the past few days have been weird. A lot emotional shit and all that runnin through again. Idk,but Erin you were right. I do need someone that will make me happy! So far that hasent happened and I hate to say it but i dont think it will for awhile. It seems that things r always goin down for me lately and it sucks like a mutha. I mean I hang out with people and they end up bein someone else who they really arent. They may say they r this way or that way, but its a bunch of BS if you ask me. A lot of people have seen how I act lately and they even say themselves that I dont look happy or anything. And its true cuz I'm not. My brother is in Iraq for who knows how long and i miss him so much cuz I have nobody to talk to or hang out with. This is just bullshit cuz he was like my best friend and now hes gone for who knows how long and it bothers me cuz idk when hes comin home. Idk but i need to go back to school so i can keep my mind off things. w/e i cant sit here anymore PEACE! Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Paul Wall - Sittin Sideways (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 31st, 2005
12:40 pm	Life is hell It's been a few months since I last updated this bad boy. Oh well not like I'm not gettin any hits on it anyways. I guess now that shit sucks, that this is a good way for me to get some shit off my chest. Work sucks and I need to find a new job asap before school starts again. Havent been sleeping much either just cuz I cant sleep during the day. I think in the past few days I've gotten maybe bout 12 hours of sleep. God I cant wait for school to start again. I miss my friends, I miss having things to do and places to be, and I miss just being in that school type atmosphere. I know it sounds weird but I miss it. Girls suck too!! Once you think you found one to be cool with for awhile, fuckin shit just goes up in the air and you dont know what the hell to think anymore. I mean yeah, workin midnights doesnt make it any easier, but still atleast like try and attempt shit before you get all fuckin weird n shit. I mean I like the girl dont get me wrong, but we only see each other maybe fuckin once or twice a week for only a couple hours. Idk w/e Ok well I need to find a way to take out some aggression or somethin so I'm thinkin of heading up to hitting zone or barrymores or somethin.. PEACE! Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: PSC feat. TI and Lil Scrappy - I'm A King (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
1:25 am	You think you know, but you have no idea. This is the diary of Mason Turrell May 24, 2005- Today is a day in which i've learned that life sucks! I got a new job workin the grave-yard shift so now my life is way over. Broke up with my gf cuz of it and plus.....idk things were weird. But hey, DETRIOT BASKETBALL! Pistons are in the playoffs and kickin ass just like last year. Plus I'm leavin for Vegas June 16- June 20 so thats always nice to go back home. Nuttin but sunshine, city lights, and plenty of heat! haha Dang I need to settle down with somebody. But its gonna be hard with this new job man. I mean i want the right girl but i dont wanna be with someone and have weird feelins bout it. So any of you ladies readin this, gimme a call and we'll see what happens. Thank God schools done too. Ended up with an A, 2 B's, and a fuckin D. Gosh damn math class. I think i got a D cuz the teacher didnt like me. Oh well!! One more year and hopefully i'll be up at western or somewhere chillin. Well thats all for now so if ya'll wanna talk..you know the number. PEACE! P.S. "who is mason turrell? call em and find out. 586-707-1986" Current Mood: flirty Current Music: Mike Jones - Still Tippin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 25th, 2005
1:32 am	You Got Served Ok so I havent updated this thang in a long ass time. But hey, better late then never! So things have been goin ok. I'm with Rachel now and things seem to be goin ok. Still workin in the pizza depot and school sucks even though I kicked my history tests ass! A- baby!! Wha Wha!! So I'm just tryin to keeop that grade up while I got a B/B- in reading, and prolly D+/C- in math. Dont know bout auto. Gonna have to ask bout that one. I just want all A's and B's this semister!! I wanna keep all my grades up so maybe I can get some paper outta my rents for Vegas. Yea thats right I said VEGAS!! Father's Day weekend baby. I'M GOIN BACK HOME!! (its not my real home but I call it my home) I'm gone get some art done too. I gotta figure out what though! Got some ideas already but gotta finalize some shutff. Man its my lil rookies bday on the 6th and I dont even think I'm gonna be there for it cuz I got f'in work. Oh well I'll be there every year afer that. Believe at! I love that lil girl to death! Shes so special to me and my family. Things on the other side are lookin pretty shady though. Ol ways be comin back again and I dont want it to happen this time. If it does.......sorry. Well I'm done now that it took a half hour to finaly finish this shit. Hit me back sometime people! PEACE! Current Mood: silly as hell Current Music: Timbaland feat. Fat Man Scoop - Drop (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
12:33 am	Dont Mess With Me! Ok so this weekend was great. Spent it with AnnMarie again at her house chillin an eattin and sleepin a lil. Oh yeah and Chelle's. That was wacked out! So I've been dyin again cuz of this damn cough and its seriously killin me. Idk what it is or anythin but I cant stop and it doesnt hurt or nuttin. Its just there again. Oh yeah, next semister, NUTTIN BEFORE NOON OR 1PM!!!! I cant stand gettin up early anymore cuz I love to sleep in so late. I mean hell, I dont go to bed til fuckin damn near 1am or maybe as late as 3, but still its nice to sleep in past 11 some days. I finally called about community service too! I got a thing on the 16th bout Meals on Wheels so hopefully that will take up a lot of time so I can totally get my car back!! Newsflash: AnnMarie is plannin somethin big for my bday. Idk y and I know she cares bout me a lot but I'm not one for like big bashes. I mean, I know I have no say bout it since shes plannin it and all but I honestly dont want any gifts or bashes. I just like wanna have a mellow bday. (sorry babe) I mean I wanna have a normal day. I'm gonna have to go to school that day anyways, but I wanna go to the Tigers game against the White Soxs. Ive never seen them before and I like a lot of the players they got on that team. But I just wanna like sleep in, do whatever I want without anyone tellin me what to do or when to do it. You know, just let me be me that day. I wanna like wake up and watch Sportscenter like always and just lay round and be lazy all day. If I dont wanna do anythin then,....you know? I know shes gonna read this and be like "i dont care I'm still doin it". Thats fine but you know how I feel bout things like that. I mean all I wanted last year was to go to vegas and see my college team play baseball. This year, idk, Tiger baseball? I honestly dont want anythin at all. ANYWHO!!! School is goin good and I think I'm gonna do better on the next few tests for math and history. I HOPE!! Idk things right now, at this second,......idk I guess I'm still fustrated over nuttin. I just am for some odd reason. Like I could seriously use a punchin bag right now or somethin to punch or somethin to take out my anger on! This typin bullshit doesnt work all the time. (insert now) Like I wanna lift weights, but I cant cuz I have class during the times of open gym. I wanna play football so I can hit people and fuck someone up, but its not fall and I cant play anymore. THIS SHIT SERIOUSLY FUCKING SUCKS A FAT ONE!!! Yeah I know a lot of you are thinkin, "oh great here he goes again into this depression mode." Yeah so what if I am? I'm also in a furious mode too! I dont think those two together would make a good combo. Idk what else to put here. Theres not a whole lot more to say. PEACE! Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Eminem - Bitch Please 2 (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 24th, 2005
1:52 am	World Goes "Flip" So Webber got traded to Philly and Moss heads to O-Town...well that wont be offical til March. Dang, has the world gone mad? Trading Webber to Philly where AI is holdin it down and Moss goin to Oakland where they dont have any type of a chance of makin it near the playoffs! What were these people thinkin when this was goin down? RETARDES!!! Anywho, today was ok. Except wakin up at 445am and pukin up a lung and a half. Fell right back to sleep though til like 1045 WHEN SOMEONE WOKE ME UP. Not gonna name any names. Then fell back to sleep til noon. That was nice sleepin in that late! Did some homework right quick befor class today. Class was ok except im a total jackass when it comes to common sense "sh-tuff". So got outta class, went to the bank, got money in and out, so its all good. Then came home, talked to Ann Marie for bouot half hour or so. Fell asleep again watchin Pirates of the Carribean til like 630ish. Took a shower, did some laundry. Then realized that I had math 2morra so I grabbed my stuff, after someone told me to, and did homework for math and history. Damn Russians and the Cold War!! So yeah, math kicked my butt more than ever......well so far. I just hope Blair, and Sarah, and Jessica and everybody round me can help me 2morra so I understand it for the test. Then after all that, caught the episode of Real World that I missed last night. WOW! Totally shocked by some of the things that happened. So then I saw everythin that happend in sports land and then I ended up here forever. FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER. (insert Sandlot) Now I'm gettin cold and a lil tired....oh and tired of coughin up lungs so I'm gonna go to bed, again. PEACE! Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Neptunes - Rock Star Remix (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
12:29 am	Fridy Night Lights You know, you never look back on things and say that you regret some of those choices you made back in the day. Like quitting football as an example. I just got done watching Friday Night Lights and it made me have so many flash backs to high school football, that it made me think about making that comeback if I were to go to Western. Now I had been messing round with the idea that if I worked out a ton and went to tryouts up in Zoo, that I might have a really good chance of playing on Special Teams. My family thinks I could do it since I played on S.T. in high school as a kick returner. I mean I'm too little to play running back or linebacker or corner or safety now. Plus these guys out weight me by a good 40 or 50 pounds....atleast! And the fact that I could jack up my knees even more from when I play high school ball, oh man, that seriously brought a few tears to my eyes. I even watched the movie last night with Ann Marie and when I saw the kid go down with his knee, I just grabbed tighter to her cuz I knew what it felt like and if I wanted to make a comeback, Id have to play with that fear of having that happen to me. Plus seeing the other kid go with a dislocated sholder. I've already had 18 of those and I dont need anymore. My sholder is shot to hell already and I dont need to totally lose my good arm for good. It scares me to even think bout all this shit cuz it brings back memories that haunt me everyday of my life. Watching football on tv or on movies, just makes me think about everything I did and how I did it to mess up my body. So what I had to take like 6400mg a day after practice and God knows how much after a game. So what if I play with a broken foot, only two days after it got broke. It was still a hell of a game, 150+ yards and 2 TD's!! So what if I had 14 dislocated sholders. So what if I jacked up my knees and didnt say shit. That my problem and I have to live with it everyday of my life no. I cant go back and change what I did three years ago. It even harder for me to say all this on such a public thing. Not many people know what I trully did to my body those two years I played in high school. Coaches didnt know, teachers didnt know, trainers didnt know, parents didnt know, gf's didnt know (well they kinda did cuz I was in pain 24-7), only my B offense team knew what I did and maybe a few others. I did pills in school, before practice, in the locker room. I wasnt afraid to do what I did. Thats just how I was. Shit, along with all that, 3 cracked ribs that still havent healed to this day cuz I came back way too early before they were healed. Plus my foot, those couple days on crutches were hell and I came back three weeks early cuz I knew it was that little extra somethin I needed to push myself and kick somebodys ass in that game. I look back on it all now and I can replay every down I played in of every game I was in. Runnin for the endzone for two points on that day that my grandpa died or runnin somebody over cuz I wanted that extra few yards or runnin between the tackles to find room to run and get that six, it haunts me everyday. People say its "day dreaming". Well I say its a living nightmare. Being able to see shit like that replay in your head second for second, detail for detail, just doesnt seem right. Damn......getting hit in the head a hell of a lot more didnt help neither. Memory lose....just add it to the list of shit thats wrong with me. Maybe I should go tryout at Western. Then I could say I died playing football and died on a football feild. That would definitly be something happy. But yet...it'd be that living nightmare. W/e.......shit just isnt right. Why did God make me like this? Why did he put these memories in my head? Why did I make all those stupid choices? WHY?? THAT SHIT WASNT WORTH A DAMN THING WHEN I LOOK BACK NOW!! NONE OF IT!! Kids are out there today trying to be like Randy Moss and the Bus and Steve Young or Barry Sanders or Dan Marino. Its not worth it. The Bus has hard enough time getting out of bed in the morning cuz hes so messed up from playing in the game so long. Hes a hell or a running back, but I sure as hell dont wanna end up like that if I came back to the game. Fuck it thats it for now......... Current Mood: Dont ask!! Current Music: DMX - My Niggas (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
10:20 pm	My vday Today was good. Started off the mornin at 733am when the dog woke me up. So I got up, feed her, then I went back to bed til like 1030 somethin. After that I got up, watched tv forever. Come like noon I had to take the movies back to blockbuster so they wouldnt be late. I got back from that then had to rap Ann Marie's vday gifts. Did that then hit the shower for oh idk half hour or so. Back wasnt feelin good again so let the water run on me for so long. Then like the second I step outta the shower, my phone goes off and its Ann Marie tellin me shes just leavin, so I knew I had plenty of time before she got here. So I got ready and sat down to watch a lil more tv before she got here. Once she got here, we put things away for dinner so nuttin would get ruined or nuttin. Then we sat round lookin at pics before we left for the movies. So we went to go see Phantom.....good movie!! Lil long but good. So after that we came back to my house and made dinner together. I cooked the chicken and she did the noodles and a lil of the sauce for chicken alfreado. It was so good! Then we sat down for the rest of the time being and just had fun. She is so great idk what to do to top somethin like tonight. I dont think there is much more I could do. Idk! Overall, today was one of the best days I've had in a very long time and I have Ann Marie to thank cuz of it. Thats all for now. PEACE! Current Mood: loved Current Music: Phantom (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 11th, 2005
1:16 am	Good Day Gone Bad So I wake up this mornin startin off good. Gettin ready for school, makin sure everythin is locked up and all that bs. Then I get in my car and start it, everythings fine. Start drivin it, fine. I get to Hall Rd, fine. I get to the U-turn, everythin isnt so fine anymore. I get two feet past the turn, F'in car breaks down and goes kaput! Come to find out somethin like a trans somethin or another broke along with other shiznit so my car is SOL until 2morra afternoon. So I'm chillin waitin for big bro to get there, and three shreiffs pull up and block off traffic until the tow truck gets there. F'in A! Me and my big bro, the two DD's in the city, lol, with the pigmobiles behind us. Surprised they didnt run the plates on us! LOL So my dad gets there, gets the TT and big bro takes me to school which I'm already 53 minutes late for my history class. Made the last oh idk, 22 minutes of it though. So I didnt know if I was gonna have a car for work so I needed to know asap or else I'm SOL again. Dad let me take his car and everythin was sick. Pimp my ride hit me and gave me a Sebring (or however u spell it). It was nice deliverin two pizza's in that cuz it has a nice stock system so of course I had to pump that shiz up. But yea, got home and come to find out mommy and pops r goin to NY for vday weekend to see bigger bro, sis and rookie. I hope shes not walkin yet. OH NO!! So I got the house all to myself and just me and the mutt. Sweetness!! So its gonna be a frickin good weekend and if it isnt......oh hell no!! K I'm done for now. Dont know if I ran outta energy or what but I'm feelin totally blah right now. PEACE! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Ja Rule - New York New York (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
12:00 am	T minus 3 days and counting So I'm talking to Ann Marie right now and we are just talking about vday. Its gonna be so fun with her on Sunday. Since we cant be together Monday we are doing it on Sunday cuz we are both busy. Anyways, things are good. I'm getting a lot better but i still cough a lot thats the only problem. Doc says I'll be fine in couple days so hopefully by Saturday night I'll be fine. I still gotta get her somethin so ladies if you have any ideas......PLEASE HELP!! But yeah I got classes 2morra and work so I'm goin to bed . PEACE! Current Mood: awake (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
1:59 pm	Post SB Ok so the Super Bowl is over now and the Pats won, again. Who cares though, all three of their SB wins have only been by three points! Its time for someone new to win it next year!! Anywho, thigns r goin great. Ann Marie and I are still together and happier then can be. I think we're gonna have our vday on sunday since we cant be together monday for it. Sorry hun. It'll be fun though cuz we r gonna cook together and all that good stuff. I gotta find somethin to get her. Oh boy! So school sucks and I'm sick, again. But not as bad as last time. Thank God. I'm so tired all the time now and idk y but I'm goin to bed early now days so idk. Maybe cuz I wake up like 50 times a night. Who knows. I'm gonna try and even take a napp now b4 work cuz when I get home all I'm gonna wanna do it talk to Ann Marie and sleep. I wont even wanna like watch tv or nuttin. Just talk and sleep. Ok well I'm goin so I'll write more lata...some other day. PEACE! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Reggae music (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
3:14 pm	I Like That!! Ok so I got my phone bill today. OUCH! Oh well, not as bad as few months ago. So tonight should be good cuz its Super Bowl Eve. SUPER BOWL XXXIX TOMORROW!! Now I know I picked the Pats before the season started but I like the Eagles in this one. We'll see. Next year is gonna be hard. We'll see come July. Anyways...Ann Marie is comin over tonight and we are gonna watch a movie. I swear things are so great between us. We both know what we want before its even said. Its hard to say what it feels like cuz I dont even know cuz there are no words for it! Cant really put a finger on it. But hey, things are good. I'll update lata. PEACE! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Houston CD (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
1:20 am	Lucky Man..... She picked me over you dude I cant believe how you was rude All I ever wanted was her with me Now that I got her its just tru to be Happy and smiles is all I ask from her But she gives me the special kiss n I cant defer Sleepin doesnt happen all I cant think bout is you right beside me is where I wish but who knew Goin left n right all night when I got school tomorrow Walkin up and down tryin not to think bout the sorrow My family is gon and Im all thats left So dont push me away takin my last breath It hasnt been very long But you've made me strong Please dont leave me now or ever These are the best times the ones we have together Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Chingy - One Call Away (Comment on this)
1:15 am	Twisted Money..... Now I might nto be rich But I dont take nuttin from no b**** All I wanna do is be with my girl Ann Take her out and buy her her own land I know Im not hardcore Just know I could knock yo @$$ to da floor This ain no remix n shit Its a hott new joint with a new bit They call me Tweeder n Im a high roler that right So yo @$$ betta move outta way or battle me tonight Got the Trio Mulisha wit me so step back All you mutha truckaz need to lean back Aint nuttin special bout the Mulisha 'Cept we wain afriad to hitch ya We go from The Clem to Port Huron Detriot to Watertown Cali to Vegas, Virgina ya heard me Knox is in there too but not Big D This is it as we go apart Never to forget that we are blood and heart Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Ja Rule- New York New York (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
8:26 pm	Best Night of My Life Ok, so yesterday was a rough start. Woke up @ 1030, got my wake up call @ 11. Showered, the got a battery for my watch then got my hair cut. ALL BY 130!! So the Michelle picked me up so we coudl go to Ann Marie's mom's bday party. It was so fun! Once her family started showing up, I felt more cool bout everythin. I talked to a lot of them and a lot of them talked to me. I even got the "oh if you hurt her I'll kill you" talk. It was worth every second of it. So we sat round at the party talkin to everyone. Once everyone left at bout like oh idk, midnight, it was time for us to relax. Ann Marie did such a great job on plannin the party. WOW! We sat up until like 4am I guess watchin 10 things I hate bout u and nemo! I fell asleep during nemo cuz I was so tired. I guess I was shackin or somethin idk. Then this mornin I woke up feelin totally weird cuz these people dont know me and mornings dont mix. lol OH BUDDY!! But i did ok. We layed round all day until everyone had to go. Fell asleep twice and I guess I was shackin again while I was sleepin once. Idk I think they're messin with me, but everythin was great. I'm glad I got everythin off my chest and out in the open with her last night. If I could go back and change somethin.....I wouldnt chage a single second. I mean I'm totally crazy bout this girl and I think shes crazy bout me but idk cuz I'm not her. Self explanitory! DUH!! But yeah, thats it for now I guess. Maybe I'll write more lata if I'm still awake and have the energy. PEACE!! Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: David Banner - Like A Pimp (2 Comments |Comment on this)